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Lost yet not Lost…

There are times where we feel a bit lost yet if we just take 10 seconds to steady ourselves and take a deep breath, we realize that we aren’t really lost at all. There is just only 1 difference to realize but that 1 difference is the hardest. There are times when we do feel Lost we actually end up lost simply because we let our emotions overtake our rationality. For as sad as it sounds, it is a reality that we all know and have to accept. As I was staring at my avi tonight I was feeling rather lost but I decided to try and fight my emotion and here we are, me and my avi totally not lost.
If I get lost, who out there will try save to me? Am a loner, I gotta save myself…


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Details on Haru:
Hairband: *Epic* Sparkle.Pearl Kawaii.Neko Ears! {Baby.Pink}
Hair: Tableau Vivant \\ Girly hair – Dolly – Blacks+Whites (gacha)
Bindi: Le Morte – Mystic Jewel
Eyes: {S0NG} :: Nina // Abyss Eye
Eyeshadow: NOX. Arcadia Shadow @ Cosmetic Fair
Sparkles: CURELESS [+] Dramatic! Showa Sparkles / FATPACK (v.1)
Prisms: *{( konpeitou )}* prism tears
Whiskers: [CX] Nyan Whiskers
Lipstick: VCO ~ Sera’s Lip . CATWA [BANTO] (gacha)
Outfit: CandyDoll_Halloween 2016 Group Gift
Garter: .::Supernatural::. Lolly Garter Black
Cuffs: .Quirky. – Delicate Cuff – (L8E)@ Limit8
Rings: Kibitz – Rae rings – onyx
Claws: [CX] Biomech Claws

Pose: *{( konpeitou )}* Lay L Cureless [+], *Epic*, Tableau Vivant, Le Morte, {S0NG}, NOX., [CX] CerberusXing, VCO, CandyDoll, .::Supernatural::., Quirky, Kibitz, Atomic, .random.Matter., +Half-Deer+, Limit8, Cosmetic Fair,

.random.Matter. – Noticed By Senpai – Manga Stack & Laptop [W] (gachas)
+Half-Deer+ First Class Kitty – High-Tech Yarn – Noir (gacha)
.Quirky. & Atomic – Heart Shaped Dreamer // Gacha // Tablet & Area Rug
Leaning against my bed +Half-Deer+ Dreamrose Princess Bed – Blush Pink (PG)

Windlight Used: Gwen’s Light

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*Thinking Aloud*

Have you ever sat all by yourself and actually talk to yourself aloud anything that pops in your mind? How about talking to yourself aloud surrounded by people? Well, I been in both situations… the most embarrassing one would be me last minute studying aloud in the public bus while listening to music without realizing I was memorizing loudly… so that day some people and a friend had benefits from my memo’s. No one told me until about to reach school when a guy next to me nudged me and thanked me for the last minute cramming for him… It was so embarrassing, that I wished that the earth would open and swallow me completely lol… it all ended well thankfully.


Thinking 2

Thinking aloud

Haru’s Details:
Hair: Doe: Marcie ~ Essentials HUD RARE New! (gacha)@ The Gacha Garden
Hairbase: SIIX// (mp) Arabian Hairbase
Bindi: Le Morte – Mystic Jewel
Eyes: {S0NG} :: Nina // Abyss Eye
Eyeshadows: NOX. Arcadia Shadow @ Cosmetic Fair
Nose ring: PUNCH / Lune / Nose Piercing
Lipstick: alaskametro<3 “Orchid” lipstick – Catwa @ Cosmetic Fair
Necklaces: .::Supernatural::. Aniyah Set Red New!@ Prismagica
Dress: *PROMAGIC* Maan- Dress-13 (gacha)@ The Gacha Garden
Cuffs: .Quirky. – Delicate Cuff – Limit8 Edition @ Limit8
Rings: Kibitz – Rae rings – onyx
Claws: [CX] Biomech Claws
Garter: .::Supernatural::. Lolly Garter Red
Tattoo: [La Baguette] Heart Blush SaNaRae Gift

Pose: *{( konpeitou )}* if

+Half-Deer+ Pet Succulents – Black Cat, Choco Deer,  White Cat & Pug Puppy ; Fairy Curtains
{moss&mink} Chaise sofa, Memo center, Heart Photo string, Roses lamp & Tufted Bed
.random.Matter. – Noticed By Senpai – Bear [Pink], Bear [Blue], Bear [Lilac] & Kawaii Sign [Blue], Hartley Deer Candle – Rose [White]
*ionic* – Monochrome poster -, Stars {paper roll}
Atomic – Heart Shaped Dreamer // Gacha // Lit Frame – Dream & Love
floorplan. poster mural / adventure

Wardrobe of Myst

~Eyes on You~

” Confession: My love won’t fade just because you aren’t close, my eyes will always follow you where ever you go, wherever you are.” 

Am watching you 2

Am watching you

Am watching you 1

Hair: Doe: Nylon ~ Monotone HUD New! @ C88
Bindi: CURELESS [+] Moonlight Jewels
Eyes: {S0NG} :: Stellar // Sea Eye @ SaNaRae
Accessories: *{( konpeitou )}* prism tears New! @ Prismagica
Lips Accessory: *{( konpeitou )}* kuti-musubi
Tatoo: [La Baguette] Heart Blush
Top: [NyDesign] Fishnet Naughty Crop with Bra – HUD Driven
Skirt: [NyDesign] Kinky Fishnet Micro Skirt – HUD Driven
Bottom: #EMPIRE – Minikini – Maitreya – red (gacha)
Claws: [CX] Biomech Claws
Rings: Kibitz – Rae rings – onyx
Bracelets: Cute Poison – Celestial Bracelets
Shoes: AsteroidBox. Garter Platform Sneakers New! @ Prismagica

Pose: *{( konpeitou )}* one’s nails

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~Let’s talk for a bit~


“Let’s Talk”Lets Talk

In this post, I would like to share three things about me plus something else. SL // RL, it’s the same for me, my SL would have never existed if my RL never gotten in to it. To be honest, I find profiles that states “SL is SL and RL is RL” profiles from people I want to stay far from. To me those people would never take someone in SL seriously, I can be wrong but it happens a lot, does not matter if it’s just as someone you just met, an acquaintance, a friend, a good friend, a close friend, best friends, partners, business partners, lovers, you catch my drift… to them it does not mean anything, granted I can be wrong and honestly even I have some people on friend list with this in their profile as well.

Now, am pretty sure you are wondering, why is she talking about this? Is really easy, and understandable, lately a few of my friend have been suffering heartaches by some of these. Yes I am anti social, but that does not mean I am not concerned or worried about those I do call friend. This one friend of mine, his ex told him (using my own words of course) “am tired of your look now, can you go change how you look so it feels like another new person am cybering with?” I was honestly disgusted. He asked her “what difference would it make, I like my look it represents me” where she replied “it’s just a game, we should make it as much fun as we can”. With other words, she has just been playing with his feelings, never really considering him. I was sad for him… I felt a bit out of place for a few days cuz of these happenings so maybe after writing I might feel better.

I guess that can be the end of my ranting for today, however, since you did read my ranting (listening) and I did mention it, am now gonna list 3 things about me as compensation 🙂

“Fact No. 1: Super Oblivious”Lets talk 1

Frankly, in RL & SL am good at reading others yet when it comes to myself or stuff that are about me I have no clue at all. Its quite sad to be honest “laughs” 2 basic and easy examples:
1) Someone flirting me up but I have no idea it was flirting. “facepaws”
2) Mood between two friends is on fire and I don’t realize it’s my time to leave “hides”
3) A group of people are being sarcastic towards each other (calling names) (fighting) and I think they are joking “dies”

Really, if there is something you want me to know, don’t beat around the bush, come directly at me with it. You might get a few of weird expressions out of me, but I promise I will be very happy AND you would too lol

“Fact No. 2: “Anti- Social Until Comfortable”Lets talk 2

I am seriously very awkward, socially awkward. anti- social. In RL during school, if my friend was with her other friends I would just listen to music during breaks and not interact with others. I hardly go out, it takes a friend a whole week to have me agree going to the movies STILL these days. I worked 9 years in a bank as a teller, I wanted to work in a place where I can deal with a lot of customers daily as a way to help myself. At some point it felt as if am wearing a mask when i leave my house heading to work. I cannot deny it, it did help me a bit, i became social with those I attend at work and such, but all part of my daily job. Once am home, its me and me and me all by myself. Even online am anti- social. Unless I feel comfortable with you, chatting would be “Hey, how are you doing today?” or “Hai there whats new with you” or “Yoh~ long time no see, all okay?”, it depends on the person I am IMing. It has been a task to myself to IM people on my friendlist at least once a week, it’s my way… ohh… also, once am comfortable I talk like a parrot “blushes”

“Fact No. 3: Very Random”3 Things About Me

I have yet to meet someone as random as me. What do I mean by random, am sure you are wondering, well, in my case, I jump conversations like a PRO! We can be talking about books a minute then the next am mentioning food, then next I would mention animals, then next I would be talking about hairs and shoes, etc etc, and THEN I jump back to the convo we were having at first and such, basically I jump through anything and everything, this is what is the main thing with me. I do have to admit, I am really blessed and happy to have the friends I have for they have yet to get annoyed with my way of being random. I admit, I am very very confusing, but my friends even when they get confused they still try to follow me and if they can’t they “laughs” write it down and make me repeat, which I HONESTLY don’t MIND at all ^^. So far, there is but 1 friend who always ALWAYS understands my randomness, follows whatever am talking about AND keeps up when I switch to previous conversation topics. Bless you my friends, I♥U!

OK! Thank you all for actually reading it all ^-^

Haru’s look details:
Hair: Doe: Tay ~ Ginger HUD
Hairbase: SIIX (mp)// Arabian Hairbase @ Lost & Found
Bindi: CURELESS [+] Moonlight Jewels
Eyes: {S0NG} :: Stellar // Sea Eye @ SaNaRae
Eyeliner: 19 violetta. -catwa female applier kitsune make2 @ Kagami2017
Lipstick: 07 violetta. -catwa female applier kitsune make2 @ Kagami2017
Piercing 1: PUNCH / Heart Nose Stud
Piercing 2: PUNCH / Spiral Septum Swirl
Mouth Accessory: *{( konpeitou )}* kuti-musubi @ The Stage 02 : Mysterious Forest
Necklace: Kibitz – Jeanie necklace – onyx @ Kustom9
Top: Blueberry – Gift – Lace Tops ❤
Watch & Bracelet: **RE** Raven Watch & Bracelet
Rings: Kibitz – Rae rings – onyx
Claws: [CX] Biomech Claws
Skirt: TABOU. Leah Top+Skirt – Black

Pose: *{( konpeitou )}* lay (main pose)
Hand poses pictures 2, 3 & 4: Image Essentials

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“Through the mist, through the gate, through the water”

As many of you know, I love decorating, setting up for a picture, here is another example of a simple pose with 1 Torii gate as starting set to end up this way. A friend of mine told me that I should sell services to help others who want my help for setting up etc… but how am I suppose to do that while I enjoy doing these? It isn’t always that I have the inspiration to do all of it, what if am paid for a set for a specific day and I do not feel it? I find it really hard, I guess I have to agree with another friend, am to humble for my own good >.<

Not letting go

Close look

Haru’s Details:
Hair: .EMBW. Hi Hair .Natural
Make up: 18 – violetta. -catwa female applier kitsune make2 (gacha) New! @ Kagami2017
Horns:  *Tentacio* Let me breathe goat horns (gacha) New! @ The Gacha Garden
Eyes: {S0NG} :: Stellar // Sea Eye New! @ SaNaRae
Mask:  *Tentacio* Let me breathe. Oxygen mask RARE (gacha) New! @ The Gacha Garden
Halo: 14_{-Maru Kado-} Halo-Hitogata White (gacha) New! @ Kagami2017
Lingerie:  *Tentacio* Let me breathe lingerie white (gacha) New! @ The Gacha Garden
Claws: [CX] Biomech Claws
Rings: Kibitz – Rae rings – onyx
Harness:  *Tentacio* Let me breathe harness white (gacha) New! @ The Gacha Garden
Socks:  *Tentacio* Let me breathe socks white (gacha) New! @ The Gacha Garden
Geta: tomoto, bell geta pink (gacha) New! @ Kagami2017

Kitty’s Details:
Hair: (red) Mint – (r)M Hair No.47’16
Eyeliner: 19 – violetta. -catwa female applier kitsune (gacha) New!@ Kagami2017
Make up: 15 – violetta. -catwa female applier kitsune (gacha) New! @ Kagami2017
Piercing:  ^^Swallow^^ Supreme Gold and White Diamond RARE (gacha)
Horns:  *Tentacio* Let me breathe goat horns (gacha) New!@ The Gacha Garden
Eyes:  {S0NG} :: Stellar~ Abyss Eye New! @ SaNaRae
Halo: 02_{-Maru Kado-} Halo-Torii Black (gacha) New! @ Kagami2017
Lingerie:  *Tentacio* Let me breathe lingerie black (gacha) New! @ The Gacha Garden
Claws: [CX] Biomech Claws
Harness:  *Tentacio* Let me breathe harness black (gacha) New! @ The Gacha Garden
In hand: [Takeo] Cricket Cage – Painted Red
Socks:  *Tentacio* Let me breathe socks black (gacha) New! @ The Gacha Garden
Geta: tomoto, bell geta black (gacha) New! @ Kagami2017

Pose:: Focus Poses Friends Pose 12

{anc} mist cloud&nebra beads [Heavenlyblue] & -Garden- lavender {holo}
{MB} Lantern Festival (gacha) New! @ The Epiphany
[Mello] Star Cluster
 .::Cubic Cherry::. 09{Waterlilly} bubbles lilac (gacha)
*alirium* ItchyGrass [DarkGreen] & Puck : taupe
HPMD* Garden Tree09 with Lights – green
+Half-Deer+ Sakura Petals
.:-.SOUEN.- :^AY^:.Yokai Monogatari *Aki RARE (gacha)
{aii} + Tori Gate v1+ (gacha)
xin. torii gate (gacha)