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~Let’s talk for a bit~

 

“Let’s Talk”Lets Talk

In this post, I would like to share three things about me plus something else. SL // RL, it’s the same for me, my SL would have never existed if my RL never gotten in to it. To be honest, I find profiles that states “SL is SL and RL is RL” profiles from people I want to stay far from. To me those people would never take someone in SL seriously, I can be wrong but it happens a lot, does not matter if it’s just as someone you just met, an acquaintance, a friend, a good friend, a close friend, best friends, partners, business partners, lovers, you catch my drift… to them it does not mean anything, granted I can be wrong and honestly even I have some people on friend list with this in their profile as well.

Now, am pretty sure you are wondering, why is she talking about this? Is really easy, and understandable, lately a few of my friend have been suffering heartaches by some of these. Yes I am anti social, but that does not mean I am not concerned or worried about those I do call friend. This one friend of mine, his ex told him (using my own words of course) “am tired of your look now, can you go change how you look so it feels like another new person am cybering with?” I was honestly disgusted. He asked her “what difference would it make, I like my look it represents me” where she replied “it’s just a game, we should make it as much fun as we can”. With other words, she has just been playing with his feelings, never really considering him. I was sad for him… I felt a bit out of place for a few days cuz of these happenings so maybe after writing I might feel better.

I guess that can be the end of my ranting for today, however, since you did read my ranting (listening) and I did mention it, am now gonna list 3 things about me as compensation 🙂

“Fact No. 1: Super Oblivious”Lets talk 1

Frankly, in RL & SL am good at reading others yet when it comes to myself or stuff that are about me I have no clue at all. Its quite sad to be honest “laughs” 2 basic and easy examples:
1) Someone flirting me up but I have no idea it was flirting. “facepaws”
2) Mood between two friends is on fire and I don’t realize it’s my time to leave “hides”
3) A group of people are being sarcastic towards each other (calling names) (fighting) and I think they are joking “dies”

Really, if there is something you want me to know, don’t beat around the bush, come directly at me with it. You might get a few of weird expressions out of me, but I promise I will be very happy AND you would too lol

“Fact No. 2: “Anti- Social Until Comfortable”Lets talk 2

I am seriously very awkward, socially awkward. anti- social. In RL during school, if my friend was with her other friends I would just listen to music during breaks and not interact with others. I hardly go out, it takes a friend a whole week to have me agree going to the movies STILL these days. I worked 9 years in a bank as a teller, I wanted to work in a place where I can deal with a lot of customers daily as a way to help myself. At some point it felt as if am wearing a mask when i leave my house heading to work. I cannot deny it, it did help me a bit, i became social with those I attend at work and such, but all part of my daily job. Once am home, its me and me and me all by myself. Even online am anti- social. Unless I feel comfortable with you, chatting would be “Hey, how are you doing today?” or “Hai there whats new with you” or “Yoh~ long time no see, all okay?”, it depends on the person I am IMing. It has been a task to myself to IM people on my friendlist at least once a week, it’s my way… ohh… also, once am comfortable I talk like a parrot “blushes”

“Fact No. 3: Very Random”3 Things About Me

I have yet to meet someone as random as me. What do I mean by random, am sure you are wondering, well, in my case, I jump conversations like a PRO! We can be talking about books a minute then the next am mentioning food, then next I would mention animals, then next I would be talking about hairs and shoes, etc etc, and THEN I jump back to the convo we were having at first and such, basically I jump through anything and everything, this is what is the main thing with me. I do have to admit, I am really blessed and happy to have the friends I have for they have yet to get annoyed with my way of being random. I admit, I am very very confusing, but my friends even when they get confused they still try to follow me and if they can’t they “laughs” write it down and make me repeat, which I HONESTLY don’t MIND at all ^^. So far, there is but 1 friend who always ALWAYS understands my randomness, follows whatever am talking about AND keeps up when I switch to previous conversation topics. Bless you my friends, I♥U!

OK! Thank you all for actually reading it all ^-^

Haru’s look details:
Hair: Doe: Tay ~ Ginger HUD
Hairbase: SIIX (mp)// Arabian Hairbase @ Lost & Found
Bindi: CURELESS [+] Moonlight Jewels
Eyes: {S0NG} :: Stellar // Sea Eye @ SaNaRae
Eyeliner: 19 violetta. -catwa female applier kitsune make2 @ Kagami2017
Lipstick: 07 violetta. -catwa female applier kitsune make2 @ Kagami2017
Piercing 1: PUNCH / Heart Nose Stud
Piercing 2: PUNCH / Spiral Septum Swirl
Mouth Accessory: *{( konpeitou )}* kuti-musubi @ The Stage 02 : Mysterious Forest
Necklace: Kibitz – Jeanie necklace – onyx @ Kustom9
Top: Blueberry – Gift – Lace Tops ❤
Watch & Bracelet: **RE** Raven Watch & Bracelet
Rings: Kibitz – Rae rings – onyx
Claws: [CX] Biomech Claws
Skirt: TABOU. Leah Top+Skirt – Black
Heels: REIGN.– HAVANA HEELS-

Pose: *{( konpeitou )}* lay (main pose)
Hand poses pictures 2, 3 & 4: Image Essentials

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~Cute & Deadly~

From the moment we started to dress up I already had an image in my head I wanted to do pic about, turns out Kitty was thinking the same thing I was lol… I have to confess, I went ballistic on the hair accessories…. “facepaws” I want to collect all the pieces! AND I will do it! unless my name isn’t Haru no more! I wanted to be cute yet deadly, but having the sword alone does not make it, so yes I got myself some additional items too! At first we were just gonna do a random pose but playing around with poses we ended up using these \o/!
A BIG BIG BIG THANK YOU! to Kikutsuru (Miehina Resident) for opening and allowing us to rez our poses on the sim Kyoto Kagai – Hanafusa Okiya! I fell in love the instance I landed on her sim! Sent Kitty the LM to check it out and also fell in love instantly! Please do pay the sim a visit! It is worth it 🙂

Duel

Duel 3

Duel in the Rain

PicMonkey Image

Haru’s Details:
Hair: [^.^Ayashi^.^] Kichi hair-White set
Hair Accessory 1: .:*:. Kotolier .:*:. HairACC “HIGANBANA” 008 @ Okinawa Summer Festival’17
Hair Accessory 2: .:*:. Kotolier .:*:. HairACC “SUIREN” 02 @ Okinawa Summer Festival’17
Hair Accessory 3: *{( konpeitou )}* TCH gift * black lady ornamental @ The Crystal Heart Festival – 2017
Eyes: {S0NG} :: Crystal Eyes // Blue @ The Crystal Heart Festival – 2017
Lashes:  (Enfer Sombre*) Catwa Lashes applier – Magical @ The Crystal Heart Festival – 2017
Make Up: NEO** : Puringcle Party+ Catwa HUD -HeartS2 @ Okinawa Summer Festival’17
Lipstick:  (Enfer Sombre*) Gabrielle Lipstick GIFT{The Crystal Heart} @ The Crystal Heart Festival – 2017
Choker: .Quirky. – Magical Girl Star Choker @ The Crystal Heart Festival – 2017
Dress: Hazy. Natsumi Look. outfit. S 12 @ Okinawa Summer Festival’17
Katana: Hazy. Natsumi Look. Katana 4 @ Okinawa Summer Festival’17
Knee Bruises: [flit ink] (mp) Scavenger Knees w/ Mesh Appliers
Tabi: *{( konpeitou )}* Tabi -prince- white
Clogs: *{( konpeitou )}* GIFT*carved camellia-clogs

Kitty’s Details:
Hair: Doe: Hanna (twotone) – Monotone
Mask: =Zenith= Xue Nu Mask (Sea) @ The Crystal Heart Festival – 2017
Bindi: CURELESS [+] Moonlight Jewels / GROUPGIFT
Piercing: ^^Swallow^^ Supreme Gold and White Diamond 01 RARE
Eyes: {S0NG}  :: Heathen Eyes **Gift**
Make Up: NEO** : Puringcle Party+ Catwa HUD -HeartS @ Okinawa Summer Festival’17
Lipstick: (Enfer Sombre*)  Gabrielle Lipstick GIFT {The Crystal Heart} @ The Crystal Heart Festival – 2017
Dress: Hazy. Natsumi Look. outfit. S 13 @ Okinawa Summer Festival’17
Katana: Hazy. Natsumi Look. Katana 2 @ Okinawa Summer Festival’17
Geta: NYU – Geta w/ High-Knee Tabi, WhiteNo2 (Maitreya)

Poses:
(Haru) *FN* (mp) Fantasy Ninja Pose
(Kitty)  .::IDK::. Butterflies #04

Location: Kyoto Kagai – Hanafusa Okiya

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Haru & Pain @ IronWood Hills

I been on a adventure stroll lately and i dont regret it. Me and Pain been exploring and doing our PaleoQuest… i still pout because, i cant get the ride-able dino, so many times i did the quests… i dont deny, i enjoy the quests… i end up going to bed at like 2 or 3 am just doing the quests. It is one of the places Pain introduced me too and man i recommend everyone to try it… its been going on for a while, its a sim set by linden labs. I would talk more about PaleoQuest later on in another post, for now, back to the picture theme.

We (me and Helena) saw a lovely picture on Flickr with the location set, so while i was fighting in Epiphany Helena went and grabbed a landmark to it, we found out it was Ironwood Hills sim, and omg, i love the place~ i had fun walking around running into zombies and into goats that sound from afar. I was running all around so Pain had no other option but to pick me up and drag me around 😛 not that i didnt mind ofcourse. I walked all over the place, and i really loved how they did this bank? not sure how u guys would call it, the trees in the water as you see dead bodies all over, was just perfect in my opinion. I didnt really touch the pics that much, only added a little bit of blur to de-edge it a bit cuz well my video card that was in a coma for a year decided to wake up AND is dying on me “cries”

Me & Pain

Me & Pain 2

Me & Pain 3

Me & Pain 4

Me & Pain 5

Me & Pain 6

Me & Pain 7

Me & Pain 9

Haru is wearing:

Pet: MishMish – Grim Reaper Companion (soul) [BOXED] @ Collabor88
Hair: Tableau Vivant \\  Burtonette – Blacks+Whites (unpacked) @ Collabor88
Head: Lelutka Mesh Head-KARIN
Make up: Glam Affair ( Lelutka Heads ) Dia De Los Muertos 04 @ Collabor88
Jewel: Le Morte – Mystic Jewel
Collar: Le Morte – Lock3d Faith – Black
Necklace: Le Morte – Taint3d Love – Black
Outfit: *katat0nik* (blackwhite) Beetle J Outfit for Slink & Maitreya @ Collabor88
Bracelets: {Scene} Death Grip w/Power HUD
Knee guards: .DirtyStories. Skeleton Knee Guards
Shoes: SHEY Strap Q Stilettos

Pain is wearing:

Pet: MishMish – Grim Reaper Companion (time) [BOXED] @ Collabor88
Hair:  *Dura-Boy*62 (Wood Bark)-WB
Skin: +Nuuna+ The Creep Male Skin
Vest:  [[NS]] Men’s Forsaken Striped Suit Coat w/ Tie (Charcoal)
Gloves: ::GB:: Studded Gloves / Black
Pants:  [[NS]] Men’s Death Leather Harness Block Pants (Charcoal)
Location: Ironwood Hills sim

Poses: . Infiniti . pics 1-4 – No More! – & pics 5-8 – Clarity – Couples Pose

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Being My Own Role Model

Sometimes people ask me, who is your role model? If I have to name one, RL wise would be both my moms, My birth-mom and My second-mom and Myself, SL wise, that would be Myself!

RL wise: Now why both moms? There is no exact reason as to why i see them as role models, it simply is, the way they interact, the way love, the way they care, the way they sacrifice, the way they cry, the way they worry, and the list goes on and on… there are so many things i admire from both of them that it can become overwhelming. Why Myself? For the fact that I adore and love myself, i dont need to be like others, I love being me, in reality, I am an Introverted person, granted i can be social if it is needed, but i prefer my alone time more then anything, down side is that i am naturally hyper active, so when i am being social cuz it is needed i tend to be called an Extrovert lol.

SL wise: Why myself? Just like I stated on the RL wise, i LOVE being ME! I for one dont separate SL with RL, the person you meet in SL is the person I am in RL, i never saw a point in being someone else while you can be yourself, then again that is my own love for myself speaking 😛 There is nothing more satisfying for me as to perv myself and go “Gosh I look so adorable today” Sometimes i even think that its weird the way i am but then again, I am a weird person so there is nothing weird on that. For me, I matter the most in both world no matter what, If i like it on me I will brag about it all the time, i guess its common when someone brags about someone or something they love “chuckles”.

The Runaway Show 1

The Runaway Show 2

The Runaway show off

  The Runaway Show 3

The Runaway Show 4

Close up on my itemsCollage

Haru is wearing:

Halo: 13{Sekai} halo A .::Cubic Cherry Kre-ations::. @ The Gathering 2015
Staff: 01{Sekai} staff gold  .::Cubic Cherry Kre-ations::.  RARE @ The Gathering 2015
Hair: *Besom~ India *Gothics*
Headpiece 1: Noodles – Gabi Halo ULTRA RARE @ The Gathering 2015
Headpiece 2: .Charm. Skye Headpiece // Gold // RARE @ The Gathering 2015
Eyes: IKON Triumph Eyes – Nymph
Eyelashes: //LovelyAlien//StarryEyelashes (mp link)
Eye shadows: [PF] Doll V2 <Vamp> – Eyeshadow (Purple) comes with Skin
Lip gloss: [PF] Doll V2 <Vamp> – Thin Gloss (Purple) comes with skin
Teeth: .Pekka. Teeth + Pout mouth shading tintable
Skin: [PF] <Vamp> – Doll V2
Tattoo: [White~Widow] Focus – Black
Ears: Mandala Unisex Pierced Elf Ears Ver1
Collar: 08{Sekai} collar E .::Cubic Cherry Kre-ations::. @ The Gathering 2015
Harness: .Charm. Skye Harnesses // Gold // Common @ The Gathering 2015
Armlets: .Charm. Skye Armlets // Gold // Common @ The Gathering 2015
Bracelets: 10{Sekai}bracialets A .::Cubic Cherry Kre-ations::. @ The Gathering 2015
Claws: Kibitz – Marlee claws – copper – common
Bra & Panties: erratic / beth – bikini / black (maitreya)
Jacket: ISON – occult jacket (black)
Belt: .Charm. Skye Belt // Gold // Common @ The Gathering 2015
Thigh: Noodles – Naara Thigh Chain Gold
Feet wraps: *PROMAGIC* Slink High Bands ~ wearing Gold (mp link)
Poses and prop: IE – The Runway (b) @ Rock your Rack 2015

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“Untitled”

Tenderness

I was listening to Amazerashi songs on youtube and i was fiddeling with Haru as a song played that totally made me feel so warm and fuzzy, wanting to cry also so i went ahead and searched for the translated lyrics. Here you go ^-^

Amazarashi 『無題』

On the first floor of a wood apartment,
he drew, completely engrossed in painting
What he’d wanted to paint was his own self,
a world that would surround and capture him
Ever since he was little, he liked drawing
That was because everyone praised him for it
But now, the only one who praises him
is his girlfriend living with him

But that was all he needed to be happy
Each day, they happened to miss each other
but she always left him letters
on sakura-patterned stationery; those were dear to him
Before they knew it, the night had ended
Before they knew it, the sun had set
Before they knew it, winter had reached its end
That day, for the first time, his art sold

By then, their circumstances had begun to constantly change
The next month, all his paintings sold
And what kept on changing was always the scenery…
Everyone praised his paintings
And she happily told him this:
“I was right to have believed…”

Sometimes, he received thank-you letters
from the people who bought his art
He had no memory of ever being thanked,
but it didn’t feel strange, either
The small room began to fill bit by bit
with treasures, which made him happy
And he thought to himself how wonderful it’d be
if things could stay like this forever…

He gradually began to like drawing more and more
He wanted to create even grander paintings
What he wanted to paint was his own self,
to paint an even closer truth
He finished his greatest masterpiece
Even she smiled and said, “It’s wonderful”
It was a painting of the true miserable nature of humans,
one that would make anyone turn their eyes away…

Everyone knitted their eyebrows in disgust at his painting
Retreating like the water’s tide, each and every one person left
And what kept on changing was always the scenery…
The people all ridiculed him, calling him incompetent
Their fights increasing, the two of them eventually broke up
Was I wrong to have believed…?

On the first floor of a wood apartment,
he continues to draw, even now
What I’d wanted to paint was my own self,
what turned out to be an empty shell of my own self…
I’ve liked drawing ever since I was little
Now, I don’t even know why anymore
There’s no one left who’ll praise me
There’s no more names I can give to these piles of paintings

How many months, years have passed without me realizing?
That day, for the first time in a while, a single painting of mine sold
And what kept on changing was always the scenery…
From that buyer came a letter
Just a few words written on sakura-patterned stationery
“I was right to have believed in you…”

Myst

Haru is wearing:

Hair: Tableau Vivant \\ Gloomy – Blacks+Whites @ The Fantasy Collective

Jewel: Le Morte – Mystic Jewel

Eyes: IKON Triumph Eyes – Nymph

Eyelashes: //LovelyAlien//StarryEyelashes

Eyeshadows: [PF] <Vamp> – Doll V2

Mouth: [[ CR ]]Nyam Nyam

Lipstick: .random.Matter. – Silka – Nyam Nyam v2 ~ Void

Collar: **RE** Raven Collar – Heart @ Cosmopolitan Event

Bras: erratic / delice lingerie – bra / black

Panties: erratic / delice lingerie – suspender+thong / black

Dress: {le fil casse} domina leather dress noire @ The Fantasy Collective

Tattoos: [White~Widow] Focus – Black

Rings: **{FORMANAILS}**Accessoires – CASUAL Slink – UNISEX black

Shoes: REIGN.- Deadly Pumps- Black @ The Fantasy Collective

Pose: IE – Sheer Class V2 (b) using pose 8m @ Rock Your Rack 2015